21 February 2009

Day One Hundred Fifty-Five.

I find it funny how much I look forward to a day that I have no plans so I can relax and then when it gets here I am sad. I spent the day reading, watching movies, chatting with Jason this morning, and catching up with some friends on the phone. Pretty relaxing right? By the time I ate dinner and night began to fall sadness came over me at the thought of no plans and another night alone.

After five months by now I would think I would realize I have the same outcome each and every time. It will probably be that last relaxing day I have before Jason comes home that I actually feel okay with a night of nothing spent by myself. :)

1 comment:

Kiki said...

I know what you're saying. During Stryker's first deployment, every time I would take a nap I would wake up sad. Do you think I learned? Well, eventually, but it took awhile!