We found out the day Jason potentially leaves to come home from Iraq and it is later than I was hoping for or really wanting. I cant help but feel disappointed because it has been such a long time since I have seen my husband and adding another week + seems like so much more at this point. Not to mention having to call about the condo and everything else tomorrow and see if we can push it back.
I am trying to be positive and seeing this as the later he comes the less time apart on the other side when he leaves but I am just sad. I am SO ready for R&R. I cant wait to see my husband and have a real conversation that isn't interrupted or cut off. I want to lay in bed and discuss life and everything going on in our own. I cant wait to feel like a conversation has been fulfilling before it ends. Most of all I cant wait for that first sight of him and to feel him again as he wraps his arms around me.
Hurry up hurry up hurry up.