I think I am in need of a little R&R. Work lately has been a bit overwhelming with the short amount of time I have left there and of course the economy and things piling up on my desk. I feel like I am stressing a little too much on my to-do list and what needs to be accomplished before I leave and when I get to our new home. I also feel up in the air about going from working every day since J left to worrying of how things will feel once I get back and things slow down and I'm not working. Mainly my sanity and pushing through the last few months with not as much on my plate. Maybe a little time to do the things I have been wanting to do this year and haven't been able to get to being on the go all the time will help.
I feel burnt out. I have been hitting the snooze one too many times in the morning, going to bed earlier, feeling tired at work, and tonight I just couldn't push myself to run as far as I have been. Heck I just typed this on my BlackBerry because I didn't want to get up to get on the computer haha. Honestly, I haven't "spoiled" myself much since J left or have had "me time" other than our time together on his leave and a few shopping trips. I always have a guilty conscious that I am enjoying myself or spending money when Jason is working hard or it could be spent on something for us together or that I won't be working later. HELP! I am thinking about leaving work early on Friday and taking an overnight trip with a friend for some shopping and to the zoo, but I want to go without the guilt. Guilt that I should push through or I'll have time later to relax and shouldn't take off work. Am I the only one the feels like this about things?!