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10 October 2011

Ahh So Nervous

I started taking birth control two days ago. It is the first step before our IVF process. I swore off birth control pills a few years ago telling J I would never take them again thinking that was my issue for not getting pregnant (insert laugh). I was really nervous taking it the first night because I am seriously worried about blood clots or something bad happening. I dislike any medicine in my body lol.

I have been talking to a few people that have gone through IVF in my area and listening to their medicine list has me freaked out. I actually couldn't sleep last night thinking about the amount of shots and things I will be taking for two weeks. I am extremely nervous going forward and putting my body through this. I actually almost woke up J to tell him I didn't want to anymore :(

I have a lot of what if's going on. What if it does not work, what if my FSH is too high and the cycle is cancelled, what if I do not produce follicles, what if all the embryos never turn out to be good ones, what if, what if, what if....Augh!

I am hopeful this is our answer, but even Jason asked the other night if I was nervous for all of it. I played it off cool and said, "Not really." Seriously though lol who wouldn't be? Continued prayers our way would be great.

Gosh if this did work I would be a mama! :) If it doesn't maybe we could get another dog? Then I would be well on my way to that crazy dog lady with all the dogs lol....

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18 comments:

Samantha said...

best of luck honey. I know it's a tough journey.

Casey (@ Ever-Changing Life) said...

I remember that feeling well! I used to cry every time I got a shot or gave blood, now I don't even feel it! You will be amazed at how much you can handle. You will feel like super woman. The 2WW is harder than the shots in my opinion, because at least with the shots you feel like you are doing something productive. You can do it!!!!!!

ashley said...

Praying for you Teresa!

Mr. Mclaughlin said...

Good luck...great meeting you at the event today!

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