Oh did I mention I was pregnant? :)
J and I are excited to be welcoming our second child early next year!!
If you read one of my last posts in the spring you probably read about the miscarriage I endured earlier this year. It was hard and it was an extremely emotional time in my life. One day when we were sitting outside watching D play I asked if J would be okay with him being our only child. I just needed to hear that from him. It has been a long road of trying to have a family and we are so blessed with D, but at that point the emotional roller coaster and the toll on my body had been enough. I was just ready to close the chapter....
And about two weeks later we found out I was pregnant again! Talk about a mix of emotions. I was happy, shocked, scared, nervous, etc. I have basically lived in fear of the what if's with this pregnancy with my guard up that I feel like now that I can feel this little bean all over the place that I should start living with less fear and start believing.
I am about halfway through my pregnancy at this point and if you caught my last post J is off doing Army things. So my life is currently filled with toddlerhood, potty training, temper tantrums, exhaustion, pregnancy, and dreaming of his return ;)